I lost my ring
With my virginity
That day in St. Paul's
It slipped like you
Easily into the bowels
Of the organ
The stone rolled away
In the church that day
As, like Blake, songs changed
From innocence to experience
I didn't mind at the time
Embraced my loss
I bled for a week
Blood shed for you
You'd have licked my wounds
But for my damned naivety
Too light for the dark
A rabbit caught
I long for my ring
My childhood trinket
Crying in the darkness
Under the swelling refrain
I won't play the organ
Ever again
Take my hand
Run with me
We'll laugh, we'll love
Forever free
Mountain paths
little streams
rugged landscapes
live the dream
Our oyster world
Providing all
Open our hearts
Hear its call
Dreams of happiness
So far away
What can we do now
To make them stay?
Little dreams
A joyful heart
Trust, hope and work
We've made our start
White hot pain
Sears my inside
Each wound
a deep scar
Agonised sobs
Wrack my body
My stomach a pit
of deadly snakes
Tear out my soul
Each breath a scream
WHY?
But new horizons await
Just not for me
Autumn drizzles into my soul
Foretelling winter's barrenness
Late Spring brought hope; brought life
A glorious summer, transformed
Sickness sweeps over me as once again
Emptiness is bourne
Alone
Silent fists beat a silent womb
You are no longer mine
But were you ever?
On a swing, down at the park
We dreamt of our future –
Stolen
I went to the mall today
Cried at the shops we'd visited together
Do you miss me?
With each beat of my heart
Separation runs through me
Unfamiliar, familiar
All echoes of you
Block it, drown it, transfer the pain
Severed cord; isolation again
The leaves turn their silver to me
Heralding the ete
Wholly holey play - Holi-day by Zolota, literature
Literature
Wholly holey play - Holi-day
Permeance
"The reciprocal of the reluctance of a magnetic circuit"
The act of permeating
Permeate me
Permeates
Holy/wholly/holey
Lord. Power and might
You might/mite
Attitude/platitude
plat du jour
The day on a plate
Whose dish?
Whose day?
Sparkling mundane
Perrier water
It's all in the mind
They said.
They say a lot of things
Them who are all in my mind.
Joy surges through the soul
Bursting
Smashing ribs
In its haste to leave
Emptiness
Waste/waist
The hunger deepens
Uncontrollable
Ha nothing a whip won't control
Walnut whip
Deckchair stripes
Nuts
Your body against mine
Icy hands on warm flesh
Hardening nipples, coat hiding movement
Bus shelter love
You kiss me
Scrambling over boulders
You grab my hand and we
Race towards the sea
Tumbling onto the warm sand
You kiss me
Excitement of the fair
Still reeling from rides
Pausing mid throw for coconuts
Mouth sticky with candyfloss
You kiss me
Armed with blanket
Picnic hamper, fishing rods
Stumbling down the grassy bank
Catch my hand, pull me into you
and kiss me
Home and warm
Beside the fire
We watch the flickering
Feeling the flame inside
You kiss me
In bed at night
I uncurl my legs
You bite my thighs
I smile a
I smiled as the still water closed gently over my head. The idea of being engulfed was so beautiful, so appealing. The water giving no clue about what lay beneath its murky depths. But of course reality – the body wants to survive – overrides the mind; a vicious struggle it tends to win on these occasions.
Survival takes over, tries to free itself, fights its way upwards towards the surface. I struggle to stay down. Running out of breath, my body pulses; swim down, swim down; swim across, across. The body fights my mind – a desperate attempt to resurface. I roll and wrestle with myself, my head shaking and turning upwards despite all
Took my tongue from my cheek to scrape a few cells
Magnified and placed them under glass
Displayed. I smiled.
"But that's not you" they said.
"We want you"
Threw away the dictionary
Tore out my heart
Dissected my mind; ripped the wings from my soul
Lovingly arranged them
Glued them in place
Exposed my innards, ignoring the pain
A child's offering
Held up for inspection
"Yeah – that's good," they said.
She had been sat in the hotel lobby for some minutes now and had already built a picture of the previous occupant of her chair. The scent of smoke and Chanel hung in the air intrusively. She looked distastefully at the empty glasses – why couldn't the staff be more effective? Lipstick gave each glass a bloody kiss. She curled her lip and looked away. Fun, frivolous laughter and empty chatter filled her imagination. She had no drink, no fun, no life.
She glanced at her watch, smoothed her skirt, re-crossed her legs and removed an imaginary piece of lint from her jacket before once more her eyes slid to the table. Ash had been flicked careless
She had been sat in the hotel lobby for some minutes now and had already built a picture of the previous occupant of her chair. The scent of smoke and Chanel hung in the air intrusively. She looked distastefully at the empty glasses – why couldn't the staff be more effective? Lipstick gave each glass a bloody kiss. She curled her lip and looked away. Fun, frivolous laughter and empty chatter filled her imagination. She had no drink, no fun, no life.
She glanced at her watch, smoothed her skirt, re-crossed her legs and removed an imaginary piece of lint from her jacket before once more her eyes slid to the table. Ash had been flicked careless
Took my tongue from my cheek to scrape a few cells
Magnified and placed them under glass
Displayed. I smiled.
"But that's not you" they said.
"We want you"
Threw away the dictionary
Tore out my heart
Dissected my mind; ripped the wings from my soul
Lovingly arranged them
Glued them in place
Exposed my innards, ignoring the pain
A child's offering
Held up for inspection
"Yeah – that's good," they said.
I smiled as the still water closed gently over my head. The idea of being engulfed was so beautiful, so appealing. The water giving no clue about what lay beneath its murky depths. But of course reality – the body wants to survive – overrides the mind; a vicious struggle it tends to win on these occasions.
Survival takes over, tries to free itself, fights its way upwards towards the surface. I struggle to stay down. Running out of breath, my body pulses; swim down, swim down; swim across, across. The body fights my mind – a desperate attempt to resurface. I roll and wrestle with myself, my head shaking and turning upwards despite all
Your body against mine
Icy hands on warm flesh
Hardening nipples, coat hiding movement
Bus shelter love
You kiss me
Scrambling over boulders
You grab my hand and we
Race towards the sea
Tumbling onto the warm sand
You kiss me
Excitement of the fair
Still reeling from rides
Pausing mid throw for coconuts
Mouth sticky with candyfloss
You kiss me
Armed with blanket
Picnic hamper, fishing rods
Stumbling down the grassy bank
Catch my hand, pull me into you
and kiss me
Home and warm
Beside the fire
We watch the flickering
Feeling the flame inside
You kiss me
In bed at night
I uncurl my legs
You bite my thighs
I smile a
Wholly holey play - Holi-day by Zolota, literature
Literature
Wholly holey play - Holi-day
Permeance
"The reciprocal of the reluctance of a magnetic circuit"
The act of permeating
Permeate me
Permeates
Holy/wholly/holey
Lord. Power and might
You might/mite
Attitude/platitude
plat du jour
The day on a plate
Whose dish?
Whose day?
Sparkling mundane
Perrier water
It's all in the mind
They said.
They say a lot of things
Them who are all in my mind.
Joy surges through the soul
Bursting
Smashing ribs
In its haste to leave
Emptiness
Waste/waist
The hunger deepens
Uncontrollable
Ha nothing a whip won't control
Walnut whip
Deckchair stripes
Nuts
Autumn drizzles into my soul
Foretelling winter's barrenness
Late Spring brought hope; brought life
A glorious summer, transformed
Sickness sweeps over me as once again
Emptiness is bourne
Alone
Silent fists beat a silent womb
You are no longer mine
But were you ever?
On a swing, down at the park
We dreamt of our future –
Stolen
I went to the mall today
Cried at the shops we'd visited together
Do you miss me?
With each beat of my heart
Separation runs through me
Unfamiliar, familiar
All echoes of you
Block it, drown it, transfer the pain
Severed cord; isolation again
The leaves turn their silver to me
Heralding the ete
White hot pain
Sears my inside
Each wound
a deep scar
Agonised sobs
Wrack my body
My stomach a pit
of deadly snakes
Tear out my soul
Each breath a scream
WHY?
But new horizons await
Just not for me
Take my hand
Run with me
We'll laugh, we'll love
Forever free
Mountain paths
little streams
rugged landscapes
live the dream
Our oyster world
Providing all
Open our hearts
Hear its call
Dreams of happiness
So far away
What can we do now
To make them stay?
Little dreams
A joyful heart
Trust, hope and work
We've made our start
I lost my ring
With my virginity
That day in St. Paul's
It slipped like you
Easily into the bowels
Of the organ
The stone rolled away
In the church that day
As, like Blake, songs changed
From innocence to experience
I didn't mind at the time
Embraced my loss
I bled for a week
Blood shed for you
You'd have licked my wounds
But for my damned naivety
Too light for the dark
A rabbit caught
I long for my ring
My childhood trinket
Crying in the darkness
Under the swelling refrain
I won't play the organ
Ever again
The Scratching Of A Pen by infernal-raynata, literature
Literature
The Scratching Of A Pen
Scratching Of A Pen
I always knew you'd stay strong,
When I left your side.
You carried on with your fractured life.
The sweet smell of honey radiating from the larder.
And the morning dew drops,
Still clinging to the Lady's Mantle I gave you,
On your 18th birthday.
Simple memories of me.
I look back at the old clarinet,
Lying broken, in pieces on the kitchen floor.
Reflecting the psalm of a broken heart,
Your broken heart.
Memories of us together, forever grip
The scent of freshly washed laundry.
That I helped you with so many times,
When your washer stopped spinning.
Although my life has stopped spinning,
Yours will not st
Before I was alive but you gave me reason to live.
Before I took in air but you gave me reason to breathe.
I did not know I was alone before.
I did not know it was you I needed before.
The light of your love shines on me.
i can not turn from it.
I hold it safe in my heart.
There you live,
There you belong'
Where there was nothing before.
you dive into the sea like a mermaid.
and my breath catches, my hand rises
as if
i could stop you in midair
or pull you back into my empty arms.
but nothing can stop the waves
from closing over you.
i hate them for that.
for taking you from me.
the warm water holds you closer than i ever could
currents caress you like a quiet lover.
the deeper you dive
the more entranced the embrace
becoming an eternal free fall through endless clouds.
nothing exists
except the perfection of your freedom.
my tears fall home into the sea
now, they are all that link me
to the mermaid swimming
away from my heart.
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